Tuesday, September 11, 2007
9:34 PM
Haiyo.. so long never write liao.. I am so super stressed I tell you out there...
Sometimes I wonder why I am doing this to myself.. Ok I know the answer.. "For my future lo" But at times... I really feel like giving up and this is only the beginning ok?
Hix.. I miss my life, and the old days where I am so much more happier.. Things happen and they really are hypocritical at times... People you think are nice suddenly don't appear so.. It really complicates me...
I really dun hide feelings and I try really to help... But still... At times I wonder if I really cut out for all this.. Well.. I try my best but it seems...
I'm losing my life and also my point of view of how I wanna lead my life as things around me change and I see this world more clearly it really seems like our life is just a show that revolve around us with us as the main leads and others the other players...
Scriptwriters that dun exist and everything is so unpredictable... If my life really was a drama... I believe it would be the least of boring cause suddenly things always appear clearer than I expect it to be.. Accidents that happen that make me wonder was my judgement of a person I thought to be a friend is accurate or am I just a fool...
Hiaz...
But with school now surrounding me, I believe all these will have to wait while I play out my role in this exciting drama...
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